I can no longer drink like a fiend. I will no longer drink more than 3 or 4 drinks in one night, period. I made this decision after Saturday night when I acted the fool. No longer will I be the joke at the bequest of the spirits. I think I remember a fair amount of the night but unfortunately I don't remember enough, apparently I did shitty impressions, yelled about Pavement and quoted Lawrence of Arabia way too much.
In a way I feel like Spiderman. Apparently Brandon got a firework in the ear and I feel that if I wasn't so drunk and being an Idiot I could have saved him. Essentially he is Uncle Ben and I am Peter Parker. I was being an ass hole, but no more, never again. There is great responsibility that comes with great power and now I know that, all too well. No longer will I be the drunk fool on this stage of life.
